"whenever I feel pathetic, I remember that X exists and I feel better about myself."

I am that degenerate troglodyte that people refer to when they make such statements. my issues are very peculiar and unique and also goes very deep. i may not ever talk about it. i am the stereotypical discord mod/4channer/redditor/etc... every aspect of myself is like that. i lurk the internet, i sit home all day, i eat like shit, my sense of integrity is shit, i live like shit. i have no dignity, i am terminally online. ive been living the slacker life for months now.